Friday, October 21st, 2016

Deepest Thoughts

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When was the last time I wrote? or even took pictures of myself? I don’t remember…This is year is very different for me. I am going through so many changes, I was always able to cope but I admit this time it is very difficult for me. I just started my senior year at college, I started working as the Style and Beauty editor at Destination Jeddah, Riyadh, and Sharqiya. Don’t get me wrong, I am so happy and excited but I feel so overwhelmed and I do not know what is happening. I am so busy, running around the whole time, I never got the chance to sit and think of all the changes happening. I barely have time to plan or think of what I should do next with my life. I am just waking up everyday and handling the day itself. I am carrying on, submitting my papers, doing my work, and finishing all my tasks but I feel like I’m doing that because I have to. I have been questioning myself a lot lately and wondering, do I even want to be here? do I want to be doing that? What’s next? What is right for me? Am I taking right decisions? Am I thinking wisely? I need answers soon!

I wrote this on my notes, I did not plan to publish it but here it is for the world to see….

Dress: Zara

Bag: DKNY

Shoes: Saint Laurent

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8 Comments
  • ha
    October 21, 2016

    it depends on why are you feeling like this is, is it because all the stress you have been dealing with or is it that you dont want to do this anymore make a decision and its gonna be an important one w ast5ery❤️

  • Suhaila wafai
    October 21, 2016

    So proud of you ! Keep the effort and don’t give up ❤️

  • Nouf
    October 21, 2016

    Awwwh Ghalia <333
    *hugshugshugs*
    Just try to relax, you're doing great at everything mashaallah… maybe you need a vacation? Just a week off of all these responsibilities..

  • Fatima
    October 21, 2016

    At least you control your own life. You take your own choices. Move on and keep it up.

    No regrets..

  • Moody Judeh
    October 22, 2016

    In a year you”ll berely remember why you felt so stressed, so why stress about it now! So i would probably tell you to shut up and dance lol. You can fo it… God bless you

  • N
    October 22, 2016

    Just think of how much you wanted to reach to these goals and if you quit now , won’t you regret wasting these chances which gonna guide you for sure to a brighter future ??
    You should be proud of yourself Mashallah! Just keep going dear, we all have these difficult feeling and stress but we should be patient and go on and enjoy the moment as much as possible. I always remind myself with this quote ” do something today that your future self will thank you for”

  • Fatima Hassan
    October 23, 2016

    I’m new here in Jeddah and I didn’t even know people like you existed here! You’re fashionable, beautiful and talented. You’re amazing – Keep on shining!
    Love xx

    • Fatima Hassan
      October 23, 2016

      I wish I could get a chance to meet you and/or work with you!

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